Loneliness and

Depression

When the nights seem longer,

When the winds are colder,

When the world seems darker,

And the darkness seems scarier,

Know that your survival is tougher,

Oh dear mighty loner.

The days seem depressing,

The nights seem devastating,

This loneliness slowly devouring,

From within and I'm feeling myself all losing,

The alcohol lost it's effect disgustingly,

The lonely walks work no more tragically,

Cinema and Music lost their charm ironically,

And I come to Poetry so dearly.

You were my Poetry,

You were my happiness tree,

And you stabbed my back against my plea,

Does it make you happy and free?

I can feel I am falling,

Into depression from which you brought me out calling,

Me with voice so angelic and loving,

And all I have now are darker nights around me storming.

Does anyone hear me out?

Can you pass the message to her that she might comeback?

To get me out of this sudden death,

And crazier life that's depressing to the core.

Is it just me?

Or is it getting crazier out there???

#LifeOfAnInsomniac

#LifeGoesOn

#InsomniacWritings

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(This was written when the person I most loved left me for others leaving me all alone, depressed and devastated)